The pain is killing.

What an emotional week, I think I've gone mad. Not good. Okay, I've had enough. I decided to just, trust you. You betray my trust, I'm leaving for real I swear. Huhu.

Sighed. I never wanted this to happen. I don't want this to end. I don't want us to end. :(

Ugh. I am losing my mind. I need someone to remind me in case I start straying away and pull me back six feet underground.

Please give me strength.

I need you.

Seriously.

Zero.

Yes, this is exactly what I did today, nothing. FML. I ditch Applied Statistics and Materials lectures today so I can sleep more and think less. How great is that?

Hm.

At first I was excited for the weekends. But now I am not. Sighed.

I am not in the mood for blogging and why the hell I am still posting one?

Goodbye.

Bitch Fit.

I am having a bad day today, the mood is just not there. Feel like throwing raving bitch fit to every person I see.

And.

For some reason, I think I should move on.

Or am I just being stupid.

Heartless.

Someone has just stab me in the heart with a cold hard dagger. Seriously, I hate dealing with these shitty emotions. Oh dear emotions, please go away.

You. I wish you all the happiness in the world. And yes, I still love you.

I need to do my laundry.

Goodnight, world.

:(

I spend money as if my pap owns one whole yard of money tree behind our house. Thousand plus for only a month. Geez, I am so dead meat. I know that you work the shit out of you just to keep us alive, and here I am, spending it like a bitch. Therefore, at this time and place, I vow to myself that I shall study hard and get a gaddamn first class or second class degree, in hope, it somehow could repay my pap. This, I promise. I love you, pa.

I miss them. Sigh.

Dear pumpkin, why are you always asleep? I hate to have no one to text to. Please dont sleep. :(

Bought a bag pack today, but I am not happy. I should have wait. Sigh.

Please bring me rainbows and butterflies tomorrow.